muay thai phone call

lol.. i just got off the phone with a guy from a gym. ok..little back story. me and Tee took the kid to the library yesterday before we stopped at the park...regular family man..i know. Tee raids the newspaper/magazine stands at the library so she would have something to do while we were at the park. i tease her, "cheater." we get to the park and i get to read the Creative Loafing wherein i find an add for a free class at a gym where they do mma (mixed martial arts), kickboxing, muay thai, jiu jitsu, and more. i go online today and sign up. of course i fill out the form with my chosen name and take the followup phone call as Ray. i laugh because i think i just passed on the phone with the guy. he DID ask me how old i was, saying i sounded young. when i told him i was 26 he was apologetic for asking...i tried to make sure he knew it was fine. i also didnt make any mention of my transsexual status...maybe we can get that sorted out next tuesday when i show up for class.

the gym (x3sports) is on north highland.. ...how to explain.. its in a less conservative part of the city of atlanta. hrm...now that i think of it.. all my identification has the other name on it.. le sigh. oh the little things. i can still go to the class, psh..its free. im still excited at the prospect of training again. thats gonna be pretty rad.

im feeling much better than i was yesterday. yeah..i was on one...i can admit it. but im off it now and just gettin back to things being ok. i was considering coming out to my other sister while i was dealing with the reaction from the 1st sister...mainly cause her reaction will probably be similar and maybe they can deal/lament together and ill only have to go through whatever with them once instead of twice and separately. sadly though (as i was planning to write her today) i get a text message from her about an emergency shes dealing with. i guess its just not the time to come out to her. glad i hadnt written and sent the letter yet.

changes?
-my face was oily as all get out this morning when i woke up. kinda gross but i hear it happens.
-randomly when im working out ill feel like i can lift or do more.. like a tiny burst of energy that comes from nowhere. and its really from nowhere cause i usually havent eaten anything before i workout at the gym at work - /shrug - could be adrenaline...?
-ill be..interrupted from whatever im doing cause of a..feeling i guess youd call it. ive heard people "appropriately" call him "the little guy"...it works. ill get a feeling down there, followed by wild sexual urge. i can usually make this pass..but it sucks when im in bed trying to go to sleep and Tee is asleep already and BAM! unless im dog tired it takes me another 30 minutes to get to sleep. no good on a late night.
-i get strange sensations in..or rather on my arms. like my arm hair has gotten more sensitive or something...or maybe theres just more of it. i dunno. im actually not all that concerned either. but its noticeable enough for me to stop what im doing and look at my arm to see if theres something on it or wrong with it.

im sleepy..but being fairly productive at work...except for the time its taken me to write this blog on/off between sql scripts etc. i should go do work now.

lates.

Ray