duuuude! happy shot day to me!

im so excited...STILL. so..about three and a half hours ago me and my girl were sitting in the examination room at FWHC here in Atlanta. she was making me a little anxious with how anxious she was...she made a video in the room..and when i say video..clearly i mean three videos. think shes gonna start a vlog..im sorry..tlog and post them up on youtube. sweet.

*exhales* so i got my first shot of testosterone today. im still pretty amped. im probably gonna sleep really good tonight cause ive been so excited for so long. like..im tired, but im all ... not tired on the inside. its crazy.

it was no short ordeal let me tell you. and i almost had to reschedule to to financial difficulties, but im willing to risk quite a lot to make the life i desire a reality and my credit union "has my back" so to speak...so i charged the $80 todays visit cost me and will get all that straightened out next pay check. id been waiting long enough. and once you get the ball rolling..itll keep going all by itself, ya know?

doctor C was really nice. she let my s/o give me the shot - great way to learn eh? and T was nervous, but she did a GREAT job, only felt a prick (ironically enough) and it was over pretty fast. i gotta give her her props though.. and props to ANY man out there giving yourself your shot.. that needle just looks like something i dont want to stick into myself...and im not needle phobic! whew!
so..im still way excited and dont know what to do with myself!

i just know this is going to rock. video uploads on youtube to come...

Ray