i wish i could shake the look in his eyes from my mind. if he hadnt been crying already he was surely about to. my guy at work got fired yesterday and im takin it way harder than i expected. ill be responsible for about a third of the work he used to do.. maybe less. but thats not the half of why it sucks. no more lunches and random conversations / venting sessions together leaning on nearby desks - sharing music and websites.. he was after all, the only one id even considered coming out to at work. now theres only hr. not that the other folks here in IT are all that bad.. and i really dont think itll be a problem but.. ill still wish L were here.
its kinda awkward giving a d-mn about someone from work. but he was the supersmart quirky one that reminded me of ubby from college. maybe that explains it...
its Transgender Day of Remembrance today. we will be at the capital building tonight, in the cold, remembering...
"with every testimony comes a test" ...kinda makes you wonder how youre doin in both departments. ...just.. 'yes'
emotionally a little strained.. and it appears to be leaking inside out. i need a book - somewhere thats not work to escape to for just a little while. cause work is sad right now.. and i dont like sad. lol not that He cares whether i like it or not.. im just supposed to feel it and keep it pushin...
i guess you could call this scattered.. or maybe just hungry...
lunch.
Ray
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Oh...man...that sucks. I'm so sorry for your friend. Sorry for you too. That's not cool.
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