much better... - shot #20

having left the blog in suspense of what the h-ll is going on.. im feeling much better today. dont have much time to write, but wanted to write something.

that rollercoaster called life never really stops moving.. just sometimes slows down a bit and anyone who wants to jump on/off can during this time. id hate to be the guy trying to jump off the d-mn thing at the bottom of a hill right before we go racing back up towards the sky...

shot number 20 this morning! went very well. i am very happy with the changes, probably even moreso with the ones that everyone cant see.

changes:
- steady (but slow of course) growth of hair on my legs and thighs. i personally really like the hair on my upper thighs near the pubic area. not sure why...
- i can see my side burns growing in. this is way cool - and from what ive noticed one of the things that helps people to notice that youre male - shape/size of side burns.
- fat-be-gone! lol.. laying on the bed naked yesterday Tee goes, "wow - you dont have very much fat left do you?"
[sidebar: yes, i was naked. this is an accomplishment for me cause i dont spend much time naked, especially not with the lights on, in clear and perfect view - which i was.. so.. kudos - for real *smile*]
- the crown.. the hair on my head is growing fast. faster than i ever remember and itches constantly.. lol.. no, i still havent washed my hair.. lol.. we'll get to that
- the kid.. the kid calls me Dad.. *big smile* ...nuff said.

Christmas. Christmas was GREAT... better than i expected. The Kid got a bunch of stuff she wanted.. including a Nintendo DS (this morning actually) - and really its just great that she had such a great holiday. i was super worried of course that we werent going to be able to make it special for her.. but we did. lol.. we're not bad parents! ...sweeeeet.

being around my family was still weird but on the gift my eldest sister got me she wrote "Ray iii". if i could, i may have cried. that meant more to me than i think she realizes.

like i said.. much better than a few days ago.

;)

Ray