restrooms...well.. at work at least

this is probably going to be pretty short but im at work and i just wanted to vent for a sec.

i feel like a dirty old man everytime i go into the womens restroom. i know, i know.. why dont i just use the mens room. well, everyone is very well aware of my biological sex and the fact that my outward appearance pretty much reflects that kinda doesnt work well with using the mens room. the last time i was in the womens restroom i just stood there in the stall and waited until all the women bustling about and talking in there (which to this day confuses me) stopped and they all either left or chose a stall. it made me feel better about being in there..but made me feel like even more of a dirty old man that i already do!

sigh...i wanted to walk straight from the bathroom to HR, come out, and ask her about when she thought i could be allowed to use the mens room. ..of course expressing how uncomfortable i am using the womens room. im of course afraid that she wont understand blah blah blah but its a conversation that has to happen sometime. after all.. im trying to get my first shot next week!

i figure it this way..if i can make this migration im working on testing really smooth for the company then maybe the value of my work will outweigh the possible discomfort or turmoil or whatever it will cause for me to come out and keep it pushin.

once again...we shall see.

thanks for listening...reading. ;)

Raymond