welcome to 2009 eh?
im.. almost forcing myself to write this. i havent been feeling very up to.. anything. ive gone and lost all my steam. *sigh* not that things are bad, cause they arent. i just dont feel very.. inspired. hrm.. ive felt this before. not really sure what im supposed to do about it though.
ive been "fixing" lately. jacking off a lot. eating a lot of sugar...lol ok.. cookies. drinking a lot of coke. its actually been keeping my mind off of smoking cigarettes. but really should we be playing the lesser of two evils game..again?
the strange part about all of this is.. im actually feeling ok. im generally productive at work, ive been going to more meetings, ive been doing my step work, ive been talking through things with Tee when necessary... /shrug .. maybe im mistaken in my feeling of i should be doing something...?
shaved today - had a bit of a mustache there..very little chin hair growth...LOL.. oh! dude! lol.. sorry. just realized.. im passing a pretty good percent of the time these days. what am i...5 months on T... good stuff! ive even been referred to as male at work - which i think is the coolest thing ever. i wont correct the man.. he seems to know what he's talkin about! ;)
i guess thats all i got really.
lates
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