trust me.. i know what its like not knowing what to say but...after a while i can generally find a comment.. a question.. ANYTHING to maybe spark a little conversation. so er uh..will someone (anyone) write me back Something..? i guess in a way i wanna know that someone is listening (reading actually).
its like talking to someone on a cell phone and the story has just gotten good and your talking and spilling your heart out over the phone and when youre done? ..silence. and you look down at your phone and see a black, blank screen. and you find yourself wondering...how long have i been talking to myself?
yeah... so uuh.. somebody wanna write a comment about the blog so far?
other than that.. my last therapy appointment went ok. we didnt talk about anything in particular. he even made mention that i wasnt coming in with any huge or pressing problems. and it has me thinking, NO ISHT dude. im a well-rounded, even-thinking guy.. i just so happen to HAVE A FEMALE BODY.. fix it you dipisht!!! *re-adjusts tie, clears throat* ..sorry..i get emotional at times. i dunno if this is the recommended three months minimum of psychotherapy before hrt or WHAT... and im not even sure how to phrase the question to him. ...sheesh..i got 2 weeks to figure it out though.
dude! ive got good isht to share
:) i came out to my sister! she loves me anyways..and just wants me to be happy. one sis down.. one more to go. i think that one'll be a little more... ... involved (for lack of a better word). we shall see.
:) my mom called me Ray.. like, instead of last time i saw her when she called me *insert birthname here* like 16 times in a row -- i assume my sister had something to do with it...theyre close.
yeah..ok. so.. be hearin from you yeah?
Ray
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Having been trapped inside for so long, a little guy is finally being, finally becoming.. himself. A constant work in progress. With the body of a grown man a little boy that never got to be seen as one is finally getting loosed.
4 comments:
Hi Ray! I'm listening/reading. I know what you mean about feeling like you are on a cell phone, spilling it, only to find the call got dropped. It's hard to tell how many people read blogs. I would have left you a comment before, but I didn't realize I could do that. I'm used to the LiveJournal interface and guess I didn't see the link.
Sorry you aren't getting to address trans stuff with your therapist as much as you want (or at all). Is it a general therapist or gender therapist? My therapist is pretty awesome. All we talk about is gender/sexual orientation type issues. Mostly that's because he's a gender specialist and I came to him and was like "What am I?". Talk to me, bro.
Hey and come on over to my blog anytime. Here's the address:
http://lostboy78.livejournal.com/
You can always drop me a comment, even if you aren't a member of LiveJournal.
Ha! Ha! My comment came up with one of my "fake" gmail names. I've been toying with the names "Xander" and "Benjamin" to replace my middle name (Linn) when/if the time comes. Yeah...I just didn't want you to be like "huh?".
Best,
StrandedOutThere
Boo, if you want more traffic I'd suggest making sure you're active on other forums/blogs and leaving your link wherever and whenever you post.
Hey Ray! I'm reading. What you are doing is cool, generous, and I believe necessary. I found you on youtube when you first started posting. I'm one of your subscribers. Consolata17. Anyway, it's all good. I bet a bunch of folk are reading.
Cheers and thanks for sharing.
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