free

when i started this blog i really just wanted to not be so fucking crazy anymore. it was suggested by numerous people that i find ways to document the transition journey and i think i did. i wasnt consistent, i didnt explain everything as clearly as i could have, i didnt take enough pictures, i didnt record/post enough videos.. but what's here is here and the physical transition time has been documented. the inside transition ... well.. that's just life. much of what happens now has more to do with whatever (and whoever) the hell else is going on and less to do with transition.. lol i was never really great at keeping up with this blog anyway.
in essence, I suppose I can say today that Ray has been Released. im free to be the grown man that I am learning to be. If you stick around long enough to find out youll find that Im a transman...but it doesnt take away from me being a son, a grandson, a nephew, a brother, an uncle, ...and even for a little while, a father... *sigh*
what's the point? im starting a new blog.. needing a new kind of writing beginning... needing the atmosphere to change without taking away from what this actual blog was.. like buying a new notebook i suppose...