ive been...

so many things have been happening i hardly know where to begin. seems the last time i wrote was May.. and its almost August already. since then ive been sick twice, driven to both North and South Carolina on separate occasions, and had both Convocation and a family reunion... quite a lot in just two months. been a bit MORE than busy. generally feeling.. ok... if you average it all out. lately though ive been feeling rather low affect.. kind of on the sad side. now that i think of it im starting to think its the medication the neurologist and the ear/nose/throat doctor have me taking. its nice to not have dizzy spells, but im not very.. happy. and if its the medicine thats doing it.. and making my feet tingle, and making me see trails occasionally.. id rather be dizzy. not that i LIKE the idea of falling over at work but i dont know if the way im feeling is exactly worth it to me. its almost like being depressed like i was in college.. except without the suicidal ideology i had back then... either way its not ok.
then again.. what if its not the medicine and im just sad.. what really do i have to be sad about.. nothing. so whats my problem? no idea... im agrivated cause my stomach burns no matter what i eat/drink/do. im bummed cause no matter how much sleep i "get" im still sleepy and tired everyday.
one foot, in front of the other.. one foot in front of the other.. just keep putting one foot...

no patience for typing changes...sad huh?
i'll post some pictures soon k?